Anamnesis Photos

Remembering the Romance of Art – Mixing the Beautiful with the Profound
Anamnesis: A Journey to Your Souls’ Memory
Wednesday 17 August 2011

On a night with exceptionally bad traffic, following a week of motion-sickness inducing swings of the market, during a term of prolonged economic uncertainty, when the news broadcasts contention and disagreement nightly, 50 or so people got together to celebrate that which is beautiful and profound in life. With the Raven Queen as their guide, they transcended time to remember their soul’s purpose. They communed with each other and made themselves vulnerable to connect with their humanity.

It is easy to be consumed by worry and mired in details. Marilyn Yu, as the Raven Queen and through her heroine Eva, reminds us that the practice of compassion, for ourselves and for others, is an intentional act that needs to be cultivated. Marilyn’s work affirms that our thoughts create our world and that we can create a grand one together if we allow ourselves the opportunity.

Anamnesis was a magical night. Marilyn and collaborators invited guests to a mystical experience of Eva’s world, an experiential art installation with beautiful objects, videos, live music, ritual, and intimate story-telling. The Raven Queen read cards and led guests on journeys to the Vatican and to their spiritual mother.

Videos by Matthew Abaya and
Live music by Laguna Sunrise

The Raven Queen, our guide between life on earth and the spirit realm.

Time to watch some short videos.

La Femme Fatale short video by Matt Abaya and Marilyn Yu.

Drawing for the first card reading.

John Whalen, a painter from La Mesa, CA won the first reading.

The Raven Queen reading John’s cards.

Laguna Sunrise:

Neil Whitebull – Vocals, Conjurings
Eddie Way – Guitar, Vocals
Ryan Molyneaux – Guitar, Bass Guitar
Tim Wilkerson – Percussion, Electronics

The second card reading goes to Maria.

The Raven Queen with Serena Toxicat.

with Angelo Ibanez

Matt shows his fangs.

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Hooked On Books Review

Review by Christa, Hooked on Books, 15 August 2011

Relations that Suck and La Femme Fatale are two stories about the same girl – a vampire named Eva. La Femme Fatale tells her story, taking us back to the time of the French Revolution and her move to the New World. It takes us through her early time as a vampire and her struggle to both conceal and accept what she is. The most unique part of La Femme Fatale, however, is its format. Referred to as “genre-busting” Marilyn Yu has taken our traditional concept of the book and turned it into…a deck of cards. Though large (they’re about trade paperback size) the cards remind you of a tarot deck. Containing a story, waiting to be read.

From Eva’s personal narrative in La Femme Fatale, the story continues in Relations that Suck. Relations that Suck starts much later on, once Eva has figured out a way to live inconspicuously as a vampire. She befriends a local spider named Dries. It explores their complicated relationship and both the positive and negative effects that relationship can have on one another. Like La Femme Fatale, this book isn’t presented in the traditional way. The narrative is accompanied by a series of beautiful photographs that represent the evolution of Eva and Dries.

Both of these stories are presented in an incredible fashion. The photographs in Relations that Suck are breathtaking and you need to take your time to fully take in each one. The story wouldn’t have been nearly as interesting without them. Likewise, the artwork in La Femme Fatale is equally breathtaking. Each card was clearly give a great deal of time and attention and the art has an incredible detail, fitting in with whatever time period is taking place at different points in the story.

The stories themselves are well written but I don’t think would stand out quite as well without their artwork. The two go together, they are perfect compliments. There are many stories out there right now about vampires. These two stories do not differ all to much from whats already out there, but what makes them worth picking up is the multi-level experience you will get from them. You’re not just reading a story. You’re also looking at an art show, reading the tarot cards and getting pulled in by Eva’s dark and beautiful eyes. I really enjoyed reading these books and they are a great read for people looking for a break from the conventional novel.

About the Author

Marilyn Yu, voted Best APA Designer in the Bay Area by Asian Week readers, is a clothing designer, artist, and author based in San Francisco. With a Bachelors of Fine Arts in Sculpture from the Rhode Island School of Design and a Masters in City and Regional Planning from UC Berkeley, Yu is constantly trying to merge her various interests in the work she does. For over a decade, Yu has interwoven media, ideas, and people in her creations.

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Creating a Do-It-Yourself (DIY) religion

This post was written originally for: Books in the Spotlight, 5 August 2011

First I’ll start with my very, brief definition of religion. I see religions as shared belief systems that provide guidance for living and tools to keep one’s values and actions aligned. Historically religions evolved as all other parts of life evolved – whether due to people migrating to new places, learning new things, incorporating new technology, etc. Our current dominant religions seem to have stopped evolving. Many no longer constructively direct our cultural evolution. Some, I would even go so far as to say, are quite divisive and destructive. I would like to promote constructive cultural evolution, so I want to encourage people to apply their critical thinking and creativity to religion. I have found that most people understand things better if they have an example. So I am creating a religion as an example, hoping that it will inspire and empower others to rethink tradition and adapt religion to our times.

We live in a time when advances in technology are opening up traditional boundaries and we need our belief systems to help us learn to live cooperatively. The character I’ve created is named Eva. She is an update of the femme fatale archetype. Her story is one of personal exploration and a struggle for self-determination. Her journey leads her to find compassion – compassion for those around her, the world, and eventually for herself. The idea for Eva’s character started with me, but there are many people involved in creating her mythology. This is important because religions are shared dreams, so in order to create one, it needs to be relevant to more people than just me.

Eva is Coptic and born in Cairo in the early 14th century. Her life changes drastically when Eva gets the plague. In an effort to save her, her parents allow Eva to be turned into a vampire. For her protection, Eva is sent to a live in a convent in the desert. Here Eva learns a new way of life and finds a new family. Eventually both her biological and surrogate families die and Eva is cast out of the convent. From here Eva’s path takes her to Europe and the Americas. Her way is fraught with pestilence, betrayal, violence, and greed mixed with tenderness, friendship, and appreciation. Through a life that spans many lifetimes, Eva learns acceptance and compassion. She transforms fear and awe into serenity and love.

Now, creating a religion can be a bit involved and may not be for everyone, but everyone can at least customize one. I have a few ideas to get you started:

  1. Reflect on what you value and believe in. How did you come to those things? How have your values and beliefs evolved over time?
  2. Examine how your values and beliefs are manifest in your life. How do they inform what you do?
  3. Identify the tools or practices you use to keep your values and actions aligned.
  4. Analyze your tools and practices. What works and what doesn’t. How can you make them more effective?
  5. Keep an open mind. Life is a work in progress and provides us with constant feedback. Remember to take the feedback just as feedback and move forward.

Discover a fable about the friendship and destiny of two timeless characters: Eva, a creative vampire who likes people, and Dries, a traveling spider who disdains web-spinning. “Relations that Suck” is a piece of art in book form that bridges the worlds of fine art, fashion, and writing. It portrays the tragedies of denial and guilt in thirty-five dramatic photographs accompanied by a poetically heartbreaking narrative.

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Review from Reader Views

“La Femme Fatale” tells the story of Eva Prim who came into this world in the fourteenth century in Cairo. When the Black Death threatens to take her life, her parents turn to an old gypsy woman to save her. In doing so, Eva becomes a vampire. As she journeys through the next 700 years, Eva maintains her compassion and humanity towards people. Enduring through the difficult times brought about by war, disease, politics and the Inquisition, Eva learns how to use her talents and gifts to survive and to help others. As Eva’s journey comes to end, her spirit has found the enlightenment that she spent a lifetime seeking and she learns to let go of a final attachment so that she can transcend.

The author, Marilyn Yu, is described as, “a creative guru who has interwoven media, ideas and people into her creations for over a decade.” This description of her is clearly demonstrated in both the format and the tale of “La Femme Fatale.” Created in a card format similar to the tarot, Eva Prim’s life story is told both in writing and in pictures making it something incredibly unique that is sure to be treasured by its owner. For me, when I opened the beautiful box containing the beautifully designed cards, I felt like I was opening a treasure chest.

I totally enjoyed the way that this story is formatted because while most books that would tell a tale spanning 700 years would get bogged down by text, the author/artist is able to convey the journey of Eva Prim through both illustrations and some text. Also by leaving some of the cards just beautifully decorated with no words, readers can use them for reflection and divination into their own subconscious minds to learn more about themselves.
I think that “La Femme Fatale” would be the perfect gift for a woman who has everything, because I can guarantee you that she has nothing like this, and she would be sure to treasure the beauty of how the story is both composed and portrayed. The companion guide that accompanies the book would also help guide her to make full use of the cards. The guide helps to explain the cards and offers questions that will assist the reader as a tool to gain a deeper understanding of herself.

Paige Lovitt, Reader Views, June 2011

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Reading on Edin Road Radio

Marilyn doing a reading of La Femme Fatale for the host of Edin Road Radio.

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Anamnesis – A Journey to Your Soul’s Memory

Remembering the Romance of Art – Mixing the Beautiful with the Profound

Genre-busting San Francisco artist Marilyn Yu has a knack for creating magical experiences. To celebrate the launch of her latest book, La Femme Fatale, Marilyn is creating a multi-media experience of her heroine Eva’s world complete with beautiful objects, videos, live music, ritual, and intimate story-telling. Marilyn and her co-writer Heather Papp will do card readings from La Femme Fatale accompanied by the band Laguna Sunrise. See the sensual and mysterious short video about Eva building a life in San Francisco’s Barbary Coast by Marilyn and Matthew Abaya. Relax and enjoy a guided journey inward.

Guests are encouraged to come dressed for a mystical journey (to be interpreted as you wish).

Anamnesis – A Journey to Your Soul’s Memory
A night of mystery and magic

Wednesday 17 August 6:30-9:00pm
Roe @ 651 Howard Street x Hawthorne

7pm – Program begins
Videos by Matthew Abaya
Live music by Laguna Sunrise

www.MarilynYu.com

Marilyn will be signing copies of her books on Eva: La Femme Fatale and Relations That Suck.

“La Femme Fatale” tells the mythic story of Eva the vampire encapsulated in a deck of cards. Intricate illustrations enliven the personal narrative of a struggle for self-determination. This contemporary heroine inspires compassion while the card format encourages introspection. “La Femme Fatale” is an art tool to catalyze the spirit.

“Relations that Suck: The Story of Eva and Dries,” a fable about the friendship and destiny of Eva, a creative vampire who likes people, and Dries, a traveling spider who disdains web-spinning. “Relations That Suck” is a piece of art in book form that bridges the worlds of fine art, fashion, and fiction. It portrays the tragedies of denial and guilt through thirty-five dramatic photographs accompanied by a poetically heart-breaking narrative.

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More Process: La Femme Fatale Cards

See how five cards are made. Starting from images that the drawings are based on to the finished colored illustrations.

Card 1.5 – Anger

Here’s a photo of the model PQ for Eva.

The drawing of Eva.

The reference image of Isis for Eva’s clothes and crown.

Eva colored in.

Adding drawings of the dead nuns.

Costume reference for the dead nuns.

Coloring in the dead nuns.

Final card with background, halo, and text.

Card 2.4 – Inquisition

Reference of Anubis weighing hearts.

Drawing of Anubis in monk’s robe and scale.

Heart reference

Coin References

Add coins and heart

Style reference

Inquisition activities references


 

Add inquisition activities

Add background and frame

Card 3.2 – Revolution

Skull references

Skull drawings

Pile of skulls drawing

Pile with skull shadows and background

Add a second pile of skulls

Add a third pile of skulls, poppies, and letters

Card 4.2 – Sex

Drawing of ornament

Photo of model PQ for Eva

Add Eva drawing and name

Color ornament and add background

Final card

5.5 – Death

Photos of model PQ as Eva

Drawing of Eva

Color in Eva

Narcissus flower reference

Add colored narcissus

Add narcissus flower silhouettes and background

Final card

I hope you like the behind the scenes look at the card-making process.

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La Femme Fatale Review on Examiner.com

The first review of La Femme Fatale is here, by vampire literature expert Bertena Varney.

La Femme Fatale by Marilyn Yu is simply another example of the author’s myriad of talent. In her first book, Relations that Suck: The Story of Eva and Dries, she tells a spellbinding and passionate story by providing the reader with a virtual masterpiece of photographed actors playing the role in each page of the book. This was such a wonderful creation and it left me anxiously looking forward to her next book.

When I received the box I was shocked. I opened the “box” and realized that the book was created in a tarot style. Each page was a tarot card that represented the pages in Eva’s story.

While reading it, I found myself getting lost in the beauty of the cards and not taking in the entire story. But, as you read the story you are overtaken by the luring words in which Marilyn writes. She is not an author who just writes a story but she writes poetry and romance like no other. Each word is filled full of meaning and emotion like a strawberry that one bites into and the juice overtakes the senses. The taste is so beautiful and tasteful and not one that the normal reader can describe. She is amazing with her weaving of the story that she so graciously provides us with.

The Eva’s world of the vampire there is so much of this world that many vampire fans long for- colors that are bright, clothes that are rich, and beautiful beautiful people. The story and pages make ones long to be a part of Eva’s world, no matter if it is happy, sad or very real to the world of the vampire.

Marilyn has once again shocked, amazed, and pulled me into the world of Eva. It is unusual to find such talent in one person.

Marilyn not only writes the stories, designs the cards, photographs the actors, but designs and makes the clothing through her own personal clothing line, Plutonium Clothing.

I highly recommend this to everyone– the vampire fan, the artist, the poet – there is something here for everyone and more.

Examiner.com, June 1st, 2011
Bertena Varney, Paranormal Literature Examiner

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Author Shawna Yang Ryan likes La Femme Fatale

“With her astounding new work, Marilyn Yu reminds us why, for so much of history, images and words were considered inextricable. Yu pushes the boundaries of narrative with her story of Eva Prim, a vampire and the “Femme Fatale” of the title. LA FEMME FATALE’s layered and complex presentation–inspired by tarot cards and illuminated manuscripts–touches both the reader’s intellect and emotions. As an object of beauty itself, LA FEMME FATALE –which demands to be held, shuffled and examined–shows us why digital books will never be an adequate replacement for the sensory wonder of a real, physical book.”

Shawna Yang Ryan is the author of Water Ghosts (originally published in 2007 as Locke 1928) and was a finalist for the 2008 Northern California Book Award.

Born in Sacramento, California, the child of parents who met during the Vietnam War when her father was stationed in Taiwan, Shawna Yang Ryan graduated from the University of California, Berkeley, and received an M.A. from the University of California, Davis. In 2002, she was a Fulbright scholar in Taiwan. She currently lives in Berkeley, California.

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Process: La Femme Fatale Cards

See some of the process of creating the cards.

Once the outline of the book and the content of each card is decided the illustration planning begins.

1. I start off with some rough thumbnail sketches of the cards (images and text placement) that capture the main themes of the cards.

2. Next I make more detailed layouts of the cards.

3. Then come the drawings of the actual components in the illustration.

4. After all that, the digital process begins. I import the components into Photoshop, modify, refine, and add color.

More on the digital process later. Meanwhile, below are more hand sketches and drawings.

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